Tired and grumpy all week for some reason. Things are annoying me more than usual. Yesterday, storm news reports. This morning, emails from a random stranger who wants me to help him/her do some project, but he/she can't form a cohesive sentence to even explain what he/she is doing. Tomorrow, who knows?
Just caught myself doing the four tap pattern that The Master was doing in Doctor Who. It made me wonder if you do something very unique like that in public, how long would it take before someone recognized it for what it was.
My therapist has coined a word: "Catastrophizing". The process of thinking of all the bad things that will happen when you do "something" thus preventing you from doing ANYTHING! I had to confront and master my fear as much as my disease. My world could become very small very claustrophobic if I allowed my fear of falling to be a bigger deal than...
Went for the nightly walk with the boy got a block and turned right instead of left as it looked like a dude was having car troubles and might need help with a push. Got about 100 yds out before getting a 12 car police escort. Drug bust. Guess the home and he needed a lot more help then just the car. Life in the almost hood. #notthefirsttime