I am just tired. Unfortunately, anything I say at this point sounds like (and is taken as) whining and complaining. I should just shut up, suck it up, and just keep grinding until I fall apart -- at which point nobody will care; and people will call me a lazy, uncommitted failure for not being a success and making it look easy in the processes.
Well, this could be fairly exciting. Out of the blue, I got an email from a company looking to hire a NOC Manager for their expanding business. And more interestingly, they're looking for someone more process-oriented than technically-oriented. Which is good as the company specializes in SIP Trunking services which I had not heard of before...cont.