#Pain -- Another morning of intensified pain, doing the best I can do; no choice but to take some medication. -- This only reminds me what #stress does to my body. You never know how much you take your health for granted until the doctor utters the word terminal..
→ Having a very methodical morning, prior to falling asleep I watched a History channel special on "Sodom and Gomorrah." I can remember my mom discussing these topics often when I was a child. Also caught an episode about the "lost" Gospels, boycotted, and found after 2,000 years; both shows were quite interesting, so to get my mind off the pain I'm looking them up. Not really sure why.
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→ Good morning #Friendfeed, attempting to cope with very intense #pain; related to my illness. Very horrid morning type of flare up, which isn't unusual; actually it's very normal for my #colitis pain to flare up in the morning. Increased stress = increased #pain. -- At times like this I want to give up, honestly, I do want to give up!
→ Waiting for the #pain medication to get into the system. Scanning through some blogs as a promise to my honey; that I would only be positive and attempt positive focuses, instead of negatives. Deep breathing..
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→ #Dizziness -- After a week, it seems that my dizziness has subsided this morning; it occurred yesterday and also on Christmas. Many ailments could be the cause of dizziness, so it's hard to isolate the exact cause. I do believe I have a small ear infection, which is a possible cause. Perhaps my contacts need to be changed, my eyes change in vision about every 2-3 years; they were...
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