Smoking a pre rolled CBD joint, I realized I was getting high. I like CBD weed because it provides medicinal relief without the THC that gets you high. So I looked at the packaging, and turns out it's a 50/50 joint, half CBD half THC. Good thing Saturday morning plans don't include leaving the house and handling business :-)
I'm taking the max dose of Zoloft and anxiety is very high still. Depression keeps whispering in my ear: "shit's too hard, just give up". My sugar's high and I keep forgetting to take my night insulin & meds. Now the smell of my sweat has me concerned about my kidneys.
frenf.it : I cannot find a way to write a post on mobile. And having to copy, paste, and go to a whole other website doesn't make for an enjoyable experience, half of what I'm trying to figure out still doesn't make sense after translation.
Jayden went with my mom, her friend, their two dogs, my brother & sis-in-law on a hike, for my mom's birthday. I've packed and sorted and purged hella stuff. Bundles and bundles of paper & recyclables for Jayden to take down to the bin.
"If you don't want minimum wage, don't have minimum skills"
My best friend's daughter has become every looks-obsessed, money-over-everything, Trump & Giuliani admiring millennial that I just despise.
I keep tellin myself it's because her mama wasn't alive to raise her so I haven't unfollowed her yet. But yuck.