Ha! O Universe how you test me. Probably shouldn't have come to this show, but I peen cooped up ael weekend and thought the music would cheer me up, which it has. But also running into several folks and inviting them to my birthday and getting all the positive happy responses. Real or no, it's doing the trick right now.
I realize the combination of sick and PMS is not helping me feel the joy right now, but in what alternate universe did I honestly expect putting on my own 40th birthday party would be anything but a hassle? folks who said they'd make the trip now can't, family won't leave it alone, Athens people can't be bothered to respond... why am I doing this?
welp, suspected I was coming down with something, and indeed woke up this morning with an airy head, sinuses blocked, and achy everywhere. fortunately, a lady friend took me to run errands and get provisions, so now I am holed up with all the tea and things.
I really needed that beer and lamb wheat berry koftas for dinner. but now my food coma brain can't process the dress issue and I'm getting those chest hurts like squeezy heart pains. I think more shirtless action heroing is in order.