Oh for the love of Jehu. Photog dude is here flirting with a 20 something and twitter musician crush is otherwise engaged with dude friends. How is this my luck? There's an entire festival going on. Why they gotta both be at the show I go to?
too many strong beers and not enough dinner makes for an unhappy drunk. I prefer being a happy drunk. even when I'm sad. unhappy drunk me is DESPONDENT FOREVER, even when I'm having fun. now sober me this morning is just plain disappointed in myself. nothing good can come of that, I tell you.
Trying to mind my own business at the pub for a pint after my friends lost their double header softball games tonight, but of course the dude shows and is all smiles and high fives me. High fives me. A high five. I don't... just ugh.
I had no idea y'all were so attractive and had such sexy voices. I been picturing everyone here like a comic book superhero, so it never occurred to me what you look or sound like IRL. my ffeed is at a whole other level now.
actually got things done at the non-office yesterday and managed to see friends' fashion show art benefit and have a few beers to unwind last night. I feel less desperate about things. once we get through the next two weeks, I definitely need to come up with a long-term plan. or at least an idea. something that isn't what's happening now...
Everything be tryn me y'all. Dude turned out to be a dud and I set myself up for it. Both jobs are screwing me over but I'm too burnt out to see the higher ground, and meanwhile the clock is ticking on having this space to retreat to. If there's a silver lining here, Lord open my eyes to it.
last night around 9 I got a reply to a press release I sent out about a big event on Tues for the tech startup nonprofit I work for PT here in Athens. anyway, I thought he wanted an interview to do a bit for the website. He said to have someone call him this morning at 9:20. I thought the time was odd, but whatever, people are like that...
Sorry I missed the #AskMeAnything party! 40th birthday party prep has consumed my evening hours this week. Feel free to ask and I will attend to it. Also I am on twitter as @tamarasabine personally and @TamaraNeff professionally to keep up. I hate that this scattering is happening. Sigh.